Myrcurial

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by Myrcurial 14y ago
We should start the "I hurt all the time and also do IT Security" club. You'd be surprised at the membership. :)
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
If I wasn't unduly optimistic, I'd be institutionalized by now. My suggestion to the OP was that periods like he described have happened for me as well -- in retrospect, they were "remission-like" incidents. When the first one crashed back
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
I read this and laughed. There's two people on the planet that I've wished my struggle upon. Of course, I might have only meant it figuratively... or maybe not ;)
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
I'm a little surprised that no one has brought up Gabor Mate's work -- specifically When The Body Says No ( http://drgabormate.com/writings/books/when-the-body-says-no/ ) -- it's a good walk through what is and isn't possible with the weird
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
At one point, I was standing there, holding the pot that was burning my hand, wondering what the 'ham' smell was before realizing that I needed to drop the pot... then wondering how to let go. Very surreal.
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
Part of the mis-wiring (for me anyways) is that the sympathetic system is jacked up -- I often don't have an appropriate response to impending or near-recent injury. You do still feel it, just different than I remember (although my memory o
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
My neurogenic pain was caused by a broken wrist. Now it's everywhere.
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by Myrcurial 14y ago
After 15 years of something similar (if not exactly the same thing -- we should talk) I'd suggest that you're in a valley of happiness now, please enjoy it as I can guarantee that it won't last. You're going to cycle back to the other state