https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia[1] - is what you are now describing mixed with a little bit of Maxwell's Demon[2] -

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia[1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia[1] - is what you are now describing mixed with a little bit of Maxwell's Demon[2] - something is intercepting between you and a true experience. Real, in the way I believe you are trying to express, is a complicated topic. 1 - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qualia 2 - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maxwell%27s_demon https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maxwell%27s_demon