I understand what you mean. But my concern is that by the time its perfectly comfortable for me to pursue this dream, I'll already be in a position where I can

I understand what you mean. But my concern is that by the time its perfectly comfortable for me to pursue this dream, I'll already be in a position where I cant live the dream. If that makes any sense. Like yes, I could wait another 5 years until I am settled and have decent savings. But then I'll be settled, and just be left to wonder at what could have been.