Definitely _not_ the wrong place. Glad you do not give up and try to do something against your current situation. You should seriously get professional help. F

Definitely _not_ the wrong place. Glad you do not give up and try to do something against your current situation. You should seriously get professional help. From what I read you seem to have had a therapy in the past and it doesn't work anymore. Did you try any alternatives ? I'm sure other commenters can recommend professional where you live. Wish you the best. PS: I'm everything else but someone with good advice but to me a combination of medical therapy and mental training seems to be an idea (so that you do not rely on only one thing to work out) Update: due to what you wrote in the 2nd paragraph here is what I found please make use of it: http://support.twitter.com/articles/20170000-suicidal-and-self-harm-content-on-twitter http://support.twitter.com/articles/20170000-suicidal-and-se... http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlines.html