sobered, frightened, confused, sad. I had a chat with Jody last month, and every indication was that he was "crushing it and loving it." It could be that I'm

sobered, frightened, confused, sad. I had a chat with Jody last month, and every indication was that he was "crushing it and loving it." It could be that I'm really shitty at reading other people, but I remember thinking, "wow, someday, I want to feel what Jody is feeling right now." I was drafting an email to him yesterday ...