Just find a better place to go. If you have savings, quit this nonsense and start looking for something else while working on yourself. I just got back to work

Just find a better place to go. If you have savings, quit this nonsense and start looking for something else while working on yourself. I just got back to working on a project I like where we don't use any LLMs for code generation because we think it kind of sucks and leads to bad results unless it's for incredibly small contexts (which is usually not worth the prompting). You're also not as alone as you think in actually liking programming enough to do it by hand even after having used LLMs. There's also the fact that you build more theory up by actually writing the code anyway, so someone who actually wants to know their code base intimitely will always have to write the code.