I was fired a while ago and hit my "why am I waking up today?" point. Took me a while but turns out the best reason I found to exist was taking cool pictures o

I was fired a while ago and hit my "why am I waking up today?" point. Took me a while but turns out the best reason I found to exist was taking cool pictures of bugs. Fuck me are spiders cool. Dragonflies are incredible. Look at that springtail! Do something ai can't take from you. I set myself a goal to find all 3 species of a particular spider genus in my state. Got it! Moving on to finding a bolas spider. idk. There really is a lot to enjoy outside the collapse of the things I used to enjoy and define my existence by.