Probably something like Boy Interrupted[0]. Sad story and something I can sympathize with having some of the same feelings very early on despite having a rather

Probably something like Boy Interrupted[0]. Sad story and something I can sympathize with having some of the same feelings very early on despite having a rather normal upbringing and siblings not showing signs of it. 0: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boy_Interrupted https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boy_Interrupted