> I got the distinct feeling that she really died and that I was just in a very long dream in which she survived, and that I would wake up very soon to a world

> I got the distinct feeling that she really died and that I was just in a very long dream in which she survived, and that I would wake up very soon to a world of sorrow. This is how I've felt every time a friend has tried and failed to commit suicide. I'm so sorry.