To not feel like I'm constantly under pressure and it's valid to just sit around staring holes in the environment doing nothing at all, not even thinking. Time

To not feel like I'm constantly under pressure and it's valid to just sit around staring holes in the environment doing nothing at all, not even thinking. Time flies but it does so anyway and you can't change that you will die eventually. Try to enjoy the moment. Also to be more tolerant of other people's stupidity, even if it affects you. Development wise, there is nothing I need to know. I know all I need to know and I'm productive and efficient. If only other companies would and could see it that way instead of requiring the use of bullshit tech like cloud, microservices, k8s.