I won't buy a Tesla due to Elon's antics. But it's not some attempt to punish him. It's because I don't trust him to be a stable long term owner of the company

I won't buy a Tesla due to Elon's antics. But it's not some attempt to punish him. It's because I don't trust him to be a stable long term owner of the company that is building and servicing my car. I could see myself buying a Chinese EV. How does that make me a hypocrite?