I understand migraines. I lose my vision almost completely, and see only white. Sometimes I can make out things on the edges. It starts with my vision going won

I understand migraines. I lose my vision almost completely, and see only white. Sometimes I can make out things on the edges. It starts with my vision going wonky. I have these spots that show up before the migraine has hit me full on. I then start throwing up, and can't see, the light and sound are incredibly painful. The closet is the best place for me, with a towel stuffed under the door. I had them frequently until I was in 9th grade, and they stopped, then returned again in my very late 20s. They're not as frequent when I was young, but I get them still about 2-3 times a year now. The emergency rooms gave me Benadryl, Morphine and Ibuprofen. It does nothing. If I can get an Ambien (Zolpidem) in me before I throw up, I will sleep it off. I don't wish these on anyone.