This is heartbreaking. It's possible you might not have it, but that response is so inadequate – and from three doctors! If you want to read more on the condit

This is heartbreaking. It's possible you might not have it, but that response is so inadequate – and from three doctors! If you want to read more on the condition, Gabor Maté's Scattered Minds is a good introduction to ADHD (he's apparently very good at conveying what it feels like, which might be helpful to you at this point). All the best!