Happened (happening) to me -- I'm 7 months pregnant, out of work for months. I haven't looked for new employment because it didn't feel "right" to apply to a n

Happened (happening) to me -- I'm 7 months pregnant, out of work for months. I haven't looked for new employment because it didn't feel "right" to apply to a new job knowing I'll be on maternity leave for a full year. Legally I know I'm protected -- if any employer refuses to hire me, I have certain grounds to sue for discrimination. But it doesn't stop making me feeling like an a$$hole if I do so.