Based on what you are saying, i think you should still speak to a therapist- they can help you think through problems you have. First you said other issues, no

Based on what you are saying, i think you should still speak to a therapist- they can help you think through problems you have. First you said other issues, now financial. You obviously have a lot happening in your head- you need to be able to sort it out and think clearly- this is what therapists are for. I'm serious- this is the move to take. Talk to someone- they won't solve your problem but they will help you talk through it and oftentimes that is what you need to figure it out yourself