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I mean this sincerely- you need professional help. Don't make any drastic decisions until you speak to someone that can help you. Your school should have heal

by edomain 15y ago

I mean this sincerely- you need professional help. Don't make any drastic decisions until you speak to someone that can help you. Your school should have healthcare resources available to you at no cost- you should start there. Just call them up and say you'd like to schedule an appointment with a therapist. You don't need to say why- that's between you and the therapist- there is NOTHING wrong with seeing a therapist- oftentimes just being able to air your problems to a confidential source can be very liberating. Please do talk to a professional- you'll feel better, I swear!

jenius 15y ago
Certainly agreed with the above. It's really frustrating to have issues like that - while you can understand and control logical things, psychology and emotion are not totally logical and are often out of our control. I'm sure as a smart and logical guy and a programmer this is something that you can connect to and that has kind of driven you crazy if you have thought about it. There's no reason to be embarrassed to seek help - I know a lot of people and good friends who have done it and it has helped them a lot. Don't let your smarts and awesome potential go to waste because of an issues like these : )