My question is why don't you think your family would be supportive? I think that's where you should start, after you get that figured out I would suggest you ex

My question is why don't you think your family would be supportive? I think that's where you should start, after you get that figured out I would suggest you explore the possibility on the side at some point you should "know" which direction to take. You need to keep your family in mind however you only have one life so if I were you I would at least explore to see if you can make some changes that would make you feel fulfilled. Maslow’s hierarchy of needs: Physiological Needs - Security Needs - Social Needs - Esteem Needs - Self-actualizing Needs <- This is what you feel you're "missing". Good luck!