I can relate to that. I would drink a bit after a hard day. But then I got a stressful job and it was a daily thing (I was watching mad men too). It took a lot

I can relate to that. I would drink a bit after a hard day. But then I got a stressful job and it was a daily thing (I was watching mad men too). It took a lot of time to understand that I was using it to mask my stress (shrink said that I was self medicatin). And much more to understand that I’m better without it. Life is not as colorful (and I still drink sometimes to get that joy) but I’m a better person for myself without it