Yeah I have that issue even not in Japan of having to search and search to find a ball I feel like my fingers won’t get stuck in. I didn’t mean to disparage, t

Yeah I have that issue even not in Japan of having to search and search to find a ball I feel like my fingers won’t get stuck in. I didn’t mean to disparage, the exciting half carried equal weight in my mind, just something about maybe the environment, the wooden floor, the shoes, the overall aesthetic, waiting your turn in a group, punctuated by the anticipatory excitement of watching your ball travel down the lane gave me this feeling of like the type of balance common in Eastern spiritual traditions or Schrödinger’s cat, where it is boring and exciting at the same time.