I gave up working hard when I turned 24 years and my friend passed away due to an alcohol battle. Since then, I realize working long hours; countless hours was

I gave up working hard when I turned 24 years and my friend passed away due to an alcohol battle. Since then, I realize working long hours; countless hours wasted at night solving and fixing issues isn’t worth the time on earth. Working hard and looking like a 40 year old man when I was 24 years old. I started to see gray hair show.( I’m not exaggerating, I looked like shit) 3 years ago, gray hair was showing. Not worth it being called “ the main man” Not worth it.