I can't seem to reply to it but I second poorjohnmacafee's comment about creating a business. I was in a similar place to you 6 years ago, it never really clic

I can't seem to reply to it but I second poorjohnmacafee's comment about creating a business. I was in a similar place to you 6 years ago, it never really clicked for me in a regular job. I started my own small business in the vein of Max Maher/Rohan Gilkes/Sweaty Startup (moving service/house cleaning etc. ). I knew nothing about the industry I chose and worked on average about 25 hours a week. The competition is weak as the brightest/best are all (generally) in coding/tech/law/finance. Plenty of options out there to start something low risk and cheap. It just clicked for me, I've really enjoyed the process and I genuinely did struggle at every job I ever held. It can be tough but the rewards are great if you are suited to running a business.