> I feel absolutely shit when I am trying to be relevant Sounds like you should stop. Obsessing over social media isn't healthy and unless (perhaps even if) yo

> I feel absolutely shit when I am trying to be relevant Sounds like you should stop. Obsessing over social media isn't healthy and unless (perhaps even if) you're doing it professionally I very much doubt it's going to bring you value proportional to it's (negative) emotional and psychological impact.