I found my first “real” job very draining in the same way you described. And for a while I thought that I just wasn’t motivated by anything. I quit. My first 2

I found my first “real” job very draining in the same way you described. And for a while I thought that I just wasn’t motivated by anything. I quit. My first 2 companies failed but I have never felt unmotivated since (13 years later). Your experiences might wary.