posting this anonymous. Most people tell me I'm the smartest person they've ever met, which makes me sad rather than happy. People reference my 'mind' as if it

posting this anonymous. Most people tell me I'm the smartest person they've ever met, which makes me sad rather than happy. People reference my 'mind' as if it were another person. I feel pretty lonely most of the time, and though dating isn't that hard for me, finding an equal partner is very difficult. It feels like I have these facts in my head, but by some trick I've conceived of, when I tell them to others, they are bewildered. To me it seems like I just read more, like if they had read what I've read, they would be the same. But they are never the same.