Many people told me to go to meetups. I know I must do this, but what pushes me back is that I have lack of social skills. I am trying to overcome this and I am

Many people told me to go to meetups. I know I must do this, but what pushes me back is that I have lack of social skills. I am trying to overcome this and I am planning to join an iOS group that I just found online. I will send you my resume. Thank you!