It sounds like you feel rudderless to me. Perhaps you should invest some time into finding yourself rather than a career. Work does define us for sure, but, you

It sounds like you feel rudderless to me. Perhaps you should invest some time into finding yourself rather than a career. Work does define us for sure, but, you should clarify yourself to yourself before you invest time and energy into a career. Consider travelling and experiencing the world Then you will know the answer to your question for yourself and by yourself.