Is this why I find myself awake at night reading papers about The Foundations of Mathematics, Quantised Inertia or Squeezed Light (for some random examples take

Is this why I find myself awake at night reading papers about The Foundations of Mathematics, Quantised Inertia or Squeezed Light (for some random examples taken from my history). I've been writing C++ for "too long" now and subconsciously my intellect is grooming me to move into something else?